I had to get away from the noise and clatter, the fumes and rot, so I decided to take a long drive West to the Truth Museum. My electric car needed charging but the Tesla station required an ample credit card balance and a pint of red blood; so I borrowed the Ward Captain’s Suburban (he is married to my sister) and filled the gas tank at my neighborhood Chick Fil-A. Tunes, I needed tunes for the road. My old mother, before she died, had slipped to me her antique iPhone with a passel of downloaded songs that she secreted when the Copyrighters came to collect. She was feeble then, at least apparently, so they left her alone. One of the few. Outside the city now, mostly just road, I ventured to listen: Joni Mitchell and Rise Against, Gil Scott-Herron, Eminem, Brubeck; deep dives into Talking Heads, sweet dashes of Johnny Hartmann, gallery walls of John Lee Hooker Little Junior Parker and Odetta; meanderings of Phoebe Bridgers, Sun Kil Moon and Leonard Cohen; a power dose of Sam Cooke, three-chord rapids of Rancid, a scream of Set Your Goals: In this vast network of sharks and minnows, where the minnows outnumber the sharks a million to one, why is it that we have yet to converge? To take on the upper hand? Why have we been so scared? Quaint. Rolling west, unimpeded, the thunder review continued: Nina Simone, Morphine, Post Malone, Bob Dylan, Prince, Whitney, Tom Jones, Chris Stapleton, Kendrick, Aesop’s Rock, Jellyroll, The Dead, Max DiRado. Halfway through Billie Eilish, many hours outside the museum, the music died. In the mournful silence one Rancid lyric stuck to me like a burr - I only got one weapon, and it's so plain for me to see, my only weapon, I call Poetry. But that’s another museum. Today was for Truth. After what felt like days I came to a crossroads on an empty span of unremarkable desert. I stopped. Listened. No sounds but the Suburban's engine vibrations. No wind, no birds. No humans. No animals. No government. But a vision presented. Through the dusty windshield a semi-opaque figure shuffled at the crossroads. It was the ghost of Robert Johnson. He was just looking down. A broken guitar string cradled in his bleeding fingers. He muttered a low moaning sound. I was unafraid, and dropped down from the driver's seat to comfort him. Above, a dark shadow passed. A massive wingspan and talons. Then I saw it: a cigarette butt on the ground. I picked it up, held it to the sky, rolled it around in my fingertips, considering, considering, then tasted the lipsticked end of it. Fresh. Where? Who? There in the ground, angling away to my right, Northeast across the perpendicular, sole imprints - a work boot pressed into the dead soil, thirteen steps fading to dissipation. The engine of the Suburban sputtered, coughed, choked, then silent. “Shit,” I muttered to myself, "I better sit down and wait." I sat upright against the signpost, looking toward the sky. Robert's ghost joined me, and the names of the roads emerged: running east-west, Liberty. running north-south, Equality. I was out of gas at the intersection of Liberty and Equality. There would be no Truth Museum this day.
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Makes me want to see more ghost. Well done!
A jump-start of "fraternity" or brotherhood at this intersection might be in order as it is a kind of ethical relationship between people, which is based on love and solidarity. Fraternity is mentioned in the national motto of France.